always.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

honey why are you crying is everything okay?

i gotta whisper cause i cant be too loud

well, my girl's in the next room

sometimes i wish she was you

i guess we never really moved on.

words choked by the tears
there was so much more i wanted to say,
to make you understand.

i wanted so bad to ask more about you,
to know what's running thru your mind as you lowered your head and refused to say a word
i wondered why you chose to keep your eyes closed
i wanted so bad to ask what was keeping you so occupied,
was i less interesting as compared to that phone?

i couldnt figure out the signals you were sending
they were contradicting baby
so contradicting they kept me up all night
maybe, perhaps,
i confused my feelings with the truth once again

i love the memory you gave me
it's been replaying, every single bit of it
you grabbed my hand and make me stay awhile longer
would you do it again?
although it wasnt exactly because you didnt want me to leave,
i could at least imagine so.
tell me it's self deception but i dont really care

do you think you could wipe those tears away for me the next time too?

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand


MELISSA 120689 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Wednesday, January 03, 2007 honey why are you crying is everything okay? i gotta whisper cause i cant be too loud well, my girl's in the next room sometimes i wish she was you i guess we never really moved on. words choked by the tears there was so much more i wanted to say, to make you understand. i wanted so bad to ask more about you, to know what's running thru your mind as you lowered your head and refused to say a word i wondered why you chose to keep your eyes closed i wanted so bad to ask what was keeping you so occupied, was i less interesting as compared to that phone? i couldnt figure out the signals you were sending they were contradicting baby so contradicting they kept me up all night maybe, perhaps, i confused my feelings with the truth once again i love the memory you gave me it's been replaying, every single bit of it you grabbed my hand and make me stay awhile longer would you do it again? although it wasnt exactly because you didnt want me to leave, i could at least imagine so. tell me it's self deception but i dont really care do you think you could wipe those tears away for me the next time too? 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand 2:06 PM ·